So Far So Good

I can't seem to make it perfect.  I was a little mad last night.

I get upset for some reason

but .. I forget.  I feel so agitated.  I'm watching Cats.

Oh, I just post things that make me uncomfortable, and it's like for some people it sets an alarm off.

Well

Let's hope for the best and my ignoring what is gonna happen and what's happening right now..  Weird my parents were communicating with me and it was funny, what I was thinking, and I just felt like when I turned my head I was on a rapport, and they were judging my reactions rather than looking for the truth or whatever in the situations at hand.

This person is a criminal.

They fill my life with crap, toss me out, and say I'm shit.

Quit

putting me down.

Wow

You must really hate your dad.

Why can't my dad

leave off on a good note?

Problem

My Gramma is so mean, no one is gonna serve the mean people and sacrifice the lives of good people for it.  Sorry I got a bit upset, but I wasn't gonna post that.  I dunno really what happened.  I was about to go to bed.

I watched

the Once Upon a Time series with my brother and mom, an episode.  :)  I was upset before and so hope this helps.

Why can't

this person just get it?  I will not accept someone coming into my life disciplining me.  This person is having someone else act like that around me.

I'm so upset/feel so stupid

Shoulda just ignored my dad.  He didn't eat with me for New Year.  I don't wanna remember him on New Year, my favorite holiday.

Problem

I DON'T WANNA TALK TO YOU

They left my dad's sock out, and I was looking for my stockings.

You all are insecure

guilt-ridden, a bunch of hypocrites.

Telling me I'm bad and just sitting there poking at me like it's so funny.  It doesn't work that way, just because someone likes me or pretends to like me.  It's not like it's okay because I have something like that, supposedly.

Then, you say oh Christina doesn't do this right cuz she complained about being punished for this or that.  When I didn't do anything!  Every day, I come in, and my dad has some stinkin' issue.

Problems

They keep acting like it's about someone else just because they got me mad about my Gramma.  What kind of a reason does that feel like?  No one gives a care about my Gramma.  She was glad she almost killed my mom.  Why don't you all take care of business or something?  I don't need this every other breathing moment like this..

You all are annoying and giddy.  I don't even wanna see my dad if he doesn't stop and keeps finding fault with me, like someone is trying to push me away by getting in trouble!

They are talking to me.  I don't wanna talk to you.

Can someone out there

fix the problem of an animalistic family whilst I rest?

I'm having to deal with

my eyes like my dad put a force between them or on top.

I guess yer

just a bunch o animals.

Underground: I'm honing in on a problem.

This is not a public announcement.

Someone is digging in rubbing in thinking they're perfect and I'm not.  Thinking they get everything.  Just altogether hopelessly out there to get me in some way that gets worse sometimes.

This is super-annoying.  What is there on Twitter that's worth it?  A few things maybe.  People who get my account deleted.

Problem

Someone is being incessant with me.  Like digging in.

This is

such a bad new  year.

Well

shape up, my mom has cancer.  I forgot about that at first of course.  :(  My dad had already hurt me, too.

So, let's shape up.  I'm not trying to be mean.

STOP

STOP SAYING WHAT PEOPLE WON'T DO TO ME

AND STOP MAKING FUN OF ME YOU CRIMINALS

THEY WON'T STOP

THEY WANNA MAKE ME HAVE TO FILL OUT WORD CAPTCHAS

I'M REALLY IRRITATED

BY THE SHIT LEFT BEHIND

I WANT TO HIT SOMETHING

MAYBE I SHOULD BUT THEY WILL WANT TO TAKE AWAY MORE OF SOMEONE

PROBLEM

My mom needs peace and quiet, and my dad wouldn't leave me alone!  I just made my spoon sound like stop.  They won't stop.

Something to Remember

Someone made me remember something!  Not to tell the board about something.

STOP IT!!

STOP

MY FAMILY NOW WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE TOO

SHUT UP

STOP

I SAID I DON'T WANNA TALK TO YOU

Problem

My dad made me uncomfortable!

I SAID I DON'T WANNA TALK TO YOU

Problem

They made the AOL symbol on bookmarks go away to G.  They are talking to me, too.  I don't wanna talk to  you.  I was upset they did it with Instagram. GO AWAY.  STOP IT.

Criminal

My dad is acting like he's offending someone.

I went back out to have cake

he wouldn't stop.

I SAID QUIT IT

I DON'T WANNA TALK TO YOU SO ***

Problem

My parents acted like I can't have something, and I wanted them to stop.  My dad left and came back when I was done eating and left.  How ***.   STOP IT.  I DO NOT WANT THAT MAN LIKE THAT.  AND NO BEING SMART ALEC.

Things were going fine..

..I don't really know what happened.  I just keep getting attacked and the reason I was upset came out  :(  Just forget it and leave me alone unless you have something productive to say.

No, I don't wanna talk like this crap with my Gramma and maybe don't wanna.  What happened to the way she and my older aunt used to be?  This is lame.  My dad deserves to be punished.

Stop, they are making weird scenes with my dad stimulating me.  I didn't ask you to talk shit to me.

I feel so bombarded.  Like, I wouldn't want to have written that, but that's like murder, too, by my Grams.  She seems to have "pLayed" with my cousin's newborn.

Some people seem to matter

more than others too much.

It's not

gotten better.  My eye.  I keep noticing it.  My eyes are good.  Just get her outta here.

They won't just stop!!

They are messing with possible future kids!

Problems

It's  bothered my eyes real bad, I feel irritated.

Problem

They made the font look blue, so the other was white.

Stop It

They are trying to play with my eyes and all I can think of is Gramma.

I need

that doll you hit things with.

Is someone

having an itchy problem?  They push themselves forward to find something wrong with me and escalate it to something that isn't true?  I'm just sitting here being a normal person.  I don't have a criminal record.  I am not a violent person, but I am honest.

I'm disgusted

at someone tapping their toes together all cutesy like I'm under their command, they fall in like a spider on a spider web and then get pulled back up, after they tell me off quickly/shortly.  Who all does this?  It's just okay?  We all die someday, an this is where our energy goes?

Well

Thanks a lot, that didn't seem to go well.  I feel better, but I know my dad will have a hissy fit.  I gotta fight my Grams.  She's hurting people..

IMDb - The Soapbox

Personal Problem: My Gramma

They are pretending she is inappropriately "touching" me.

She visited my cousin's baby, who is like less than 2 weeks old. She shouldn't be there! She's mean now. She almost killed my mom with cancer and thinks she can hold a grudge on me for being upset about something like that. 

They think I care about talking with them, a load of shit! :D

Problem

I think someone is causing me the possibility of cancer.

I don't know who did it

probably my dad

but my Gramma and older aunt don't look cool and big now.  They're just flimsy now.

Problem

They're just playing around with how I feel.  I don't even wanna talk to you all.

Problem

STOP IT

THEY PICTURED MY FUTURE POSSIBLE BABY LIKE MY COUSIN'S

Problem

I'm not connected to my Gramma via my dad.

STOP

I don't wanna have to post here to get you to listen.  I don't even wanna talk to you.

Sorry I sound so mean

I'm being attacked one after another and I can't seem to get them to stop watching me.

You're just addicted

to talking about older relatives.

I wonder if

the person who did this would rather have something they don't like happen to someone close to them or themselves.

I'm devastated.

I don't want my Gramma thinking she's special touching my future babies.

Quit it

Quit acting like I'm bad.  My Gramma thinks she can hold a grudge on me.

What right do you have

to send me ambiguous secret messages, like posting my Gramma on the New Year with a baby?

Sorry

if I'm being mean.

My dad woke up

and is making annoying noises in the kitchen.  Good thing I wear earplugs.  I used to hear them in a 2 story house, too.

Like Something's Wrong

They approached me like something's wrong, my Gramma about killing my mom supposedly, got me upset in the end.. I had a right to be if anyone has.  On my favorite holiday, New Year, they post my gramma with my cousin's new son from before Christmas.  She announced she was "going to South Florida" after that.  She seems to be messing around, tho.

Someone's acting all dramatic and "in 'the' scene"

like I'm in trouble and they're glamorous when they aren't really as admittedly as good.  That's why they're not in trouble.  They pretend I should be.

I guess "thee" decision has been made..

Someone stopped posting as much if something happens that goes against someone.  I don't hurt anyone.

Replacing Me in My Family

Someone has positioned themselves in both my extended and immediate families.  They made my relatives turn on me and made herself special in my place.

My New Year is totally ruined, too.  It is probably by more than just this person.

The best way to do something is to explain.

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  Christina Barrett Why did Gramma go there? I thought she hated traveling. The baby is so young!

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  Christina Barrett She looks evil. She was making loud noises around my mom that were bothersome. She think she has something with me getting upset, but she was the one who did something. Is she nice to you, tho?? Maybe not.. Anyway, Happy New Year!

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  Christina Barrett Why is Gramma taking care of the baby? Just for fun?

Christina Barrett‎Ashley Barrett

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Happy New Year! I'm sorry if anything really went wrong. May you have the best time! 

 — celebrating New Year's Eve.

Now, I have it where everyone can see it, including my Gramma who doesn't do computers.  She can't waltz around like that, like I started it.  I waited too long and yelled a little.

Glitch

My cell phone won't play noise on Instagram unless I flip the volume twice.